{"id":96468,"date":"2025-09-26T09:38:35","date_gmt":"2025-09-26T16:38:35","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/?p=96468"},"modified":"2025-10-07T08:57:20","modified_gmt":"2025-10-07T15:57:20","slug":"a-familys-story-of-dementia-in-cameron-mcleods-the-crickets-song","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/a-familys-story-of-dementia-in-cameron-mcleods-the-crickets-song\/","title":{"rendered":"A Family\u2019s Story of Dementia in Cameron McLeod\u2019s &#8220;The Cricket\u2019s Song&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"wp-block-image\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wpa-warning wpa-image-missing-alt aligncenter wp-image-96469 size-large\" src=\"https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Blaine-and-Jayne-1-1200x820.jpeg\" alt=\"An elderly man in a wheelchair gently touches a woman\u2019s chin as she kneels in front of him, both gazing at each other with tenderness in a sunlit room.\" width=\"1200\" height=\"820\" data-warning=\"Missing alt text\" srcset=\"https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Blaine-and-Jayne-1-1200x820.jpeg 1200w, https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Blaine-and-Jayne-1-350x239.jpeg 350w, https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Blaine-and-Jayne-1-768x525.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Blaine-and-Jayne-1-1536x1049.jpeg 1536w, https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Blaine-and-Jayne-1-2048x1399.jpeg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1200px) 100vw, 1200px\" \/><\/div>\n<h4>Who is suffering?<\/h4>\n<h4>At some point in the life of a family assaulted by dementia in one of its many forms, this question may emerge in a rare moment of clarity. While the loss of mental acuity and the capacity to both recall and comprehend one&#8217;s own life appear to devastate the family member who primarily suffers them, as their personality dissolves so does their capacity for sustained comprehension of their predicament. As one person gradually disappears, only those left behind fully experience their loss.<\/h4>\n<h4>This is the truth of <a href=\"https:\/\/www.cammcleodphotography.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Cameron McLeod\u2019s<\/a> <em>The Cricket\u2019s Song<\/em>, a photo essay focusing on the last weeks of the photographer\u2019s father\u2019s life, but looking back to reveal a history of loss covering three generations. While Cameron\u2019s father, Blain, is the principal subject here, both Cameron and his mother, Jayne, appear as well. And Blain\u2019s father, Kenneth, is present in the form of typescripts of his poetry, including the poem that gave this essay its title. Considerable attention is given to certain specifics, including scenes set in western Michigan, where the family resided when the depicted events occurred. Both the elder men were victims of Parkinson\u2019s, a particularly cruel disease, the progress of which cannot be reliably predicted. And while the artist says nothing about this, he is documenting not only his grandfather\u2019s and father\u2019s fates, but very possibly anticipating his future as well.<\/h4>\n<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-96468 gallery-columns-2 gallery-size-medium'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/a-familys-story-of-dementia-in-cameron-mcleods-the-crickets-song\/blaine-at-table-with-pills-2023\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"350\" height=\"238\" src=\"https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Blaine-at-table-with-pills-2023-350x238.jpeg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"A blurred black-and-white image of an elderly man sitting at a kitchen table, his head bowed as he looks down at a few pills in front of him.\" srcset=\"https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Blaine-at-table-with-pills-2023-350x238.jpeg 350w, https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Blaine-at-table-with-pills-2023-1200x814.jpeg 1200w, https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Blaine-at-table-with-pills-2023-768x521.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Blaine-at-table-with-pills-2023-1536x1043.jpeg 1536w, https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Blaine-at-table-with-pills-2023-2048x1390.jpeg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 350px) 100vw, 350px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/a-familys-story-of-dementia-in-cameron-mcleods-the-crickets-song\/cameron-and-blain-in-bathroom-mirror-2024\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"350\" height=\"238\" src=\"https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Cameron-and-Blain-in-Bathroom-Mirror-2024-350x238.jpeg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"A man photographs his elderly father in the bathroom mirror, steadying him as the father looks down, while the blurred profile of the father dominates the foreground.\" srcset=\"https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Cameron-and-Blain-in-Bathroom-Mirror-2024-350x238.jpeg 350w, https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Cameron-and-Blain-in-Bathroom-Mirror-2024-1200x816.jpeg 1200w, https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Cameron-and-Blain-in-Bathroom-Mirror-2024-768x522.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Cameron-and-Blain-in-Bathroom-Mirror-2024-1536x1045.jpeg 1536w, https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Cameron-and-Blain-in-Bathroom-Mirror-2024-2048x1393.jpeg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 350px) 100vw, 350px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt><\/dl><br style=\"clear: both\" \/><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/a-familys-story-of-dementia-in-cameron-mcleods-the-crickets-song\/blaine-and-jayne-2\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"350\" height=\"240\" src=\"https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Blaine-and-Jayne-2-350x240.jpeg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"An elderly man buries his head into a woman\u2019s shoulder as she embraces him, their bodies conveying grief and intimacy in a blurred, emotional image.\" srcset=\"https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Blaine-and-Jayne-2-350x240.jpeg 350w, https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Blaine-and-Jayne-2-1200x822.jpeg 1200w, https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Blaine-and-Jayne-2-768x526.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Blaine-and-Jayne-2-1536x1052.jpeg 1536w, https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Blaine-and-Jayne-2-2048x1403.jpeg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 350px) 100vw, 350px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt><\/dl><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/a-familys-story-of-dementia-in-cameron-mcleods-the-crickets-song\/jayne-shaving-blaine-2023\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"350\" height=\"240\" src=\"https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Jayne-Shaving-Blaine-2023--350x240.jpeg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"A woman helps an elderly shirtless man shave in the bathroom while their son photographs the moment in the mirror, capturing layers of reflection.\" srcset=\"https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Jayne-Shaving-Blaine-2023--350x240.jpeg 350w, https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Jayne-Shaving-Blaine-2023--1200x823.jpeg 1200w, https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Jayne-Shaving-Blaine-2023--768x526.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Jayne-Shaving-Blaine-2023--1536x1053.jpeg 1536w, https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Jayne-Shaving-Blaine-2023--2048x1404.jpeg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 350px) 100vw, 350px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt><\/dl><br style=\"clear: both\" \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n<h4>These bits of family history add specifics to the universally experienced loss that the images convey. Anyone whose family has been devastated in this way is likely to have regrets about not having made or set aside records that would help in recalling and explaining what was lost. By the time what\u2019s happening is clear, it\u2019s already too late. <em>The Cricket\u2019s Song<\/em> illustrates the story for them and for us. For those who may not yet have experienced this tragedy, the postures and expressions captured here convey the powerful impact of loss that they may yet come to know in person.<\/h4>\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wpa-warning wpa-image-missing-alt alignleft wp-image-96475 size-medium\" src=\"https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Poem-by-Kenneth-350x539.jpeg\" alt=\"A yellowed, typewritten page dated August 30, 1971, titled Song of a Cricket by Kenneth R. McLeod, with verses about time, loss, and loneliness.\" width=\"350\" height=\"539\" data-warning=\"Missing alt text\" srcset=\"https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Poem-by-Kenneth-350x539.jpeg 350w, https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Poem-by-Kenneth-664x1024.jpeg 664w, https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Poem-by-Kenneth-768x1184.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Poem-by-Kenneth-997x1536.jpeg 997w, https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Poem-by-Kenneth-1329x2048.jpeg 1329w, https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Poem-by-Kenneth-1200x1849.jpeg 1200w, https:\/\/artistsofutah.org\/15Bytes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/Poem-by-Kenneth-scaled.jpeg 1661w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 350px) 100vw, 350px\" \/><\/div>\n<h4>From the text, we learn that Cameron McLeod trained in health science and initially worked, appropriately enough, with diseases of the heart. In time, he left that career for one in photography, in particular focusing on \u201cmountain culture and adventurous mountain pursuits.\u201d This pivotal essay may be the one thing that connects his earlier concerns and his present life. In Shakespeare\u2019s Julius Caesar, Antony unforgettably says, \u201cIf you have tears, prepare to shed them now.\u201d That sentiment might be posted at the door to this exhibition.<\/h4>\n<p><em>Cameron McLeod:\u00a0The Cricket&#8217;s Song<\/em>, <a href=\"https:\/\/saltlakearts.org\/programs\/visit-finch-lane-gallery\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Finch Lane Gallery<\/a>, Salt Lake City, through October 31.<\/p>\n<p>All images courtesy of the author.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Who is suffering? At some point in the life of a family assaulted by dementia in one of its many forms, this question may emerge in a rare moment of clarity. 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